The sadness of having no partner struck me last night during practice again. It has been a taboo for me to ever think of since I ended my partnership with Robert this March.
I don't want to leave the team...! I am a hard-working, decent dancer, and I do think I deserve a dedicated partner. He does not need to be good, at least for now, but he has to be diligent (and tall enough...)
Ballroom dance is a partner dance, and that's the plus and minus of it.
I have been thought of that if I cannot find a partner to be on the team for next semester, I will start taking private lesson from S&S and some other ballet or jazz dance lessons. There is no such thing called division in dance-- once you learn how to control your body muscle and follow the "desire and sensuality", you learn it... I love dancing, and this is not going to stop me from dancing. God simply grant me a quirkier road to success, and I know what is in me and what I can achieve.
No tear, no hate; I will try not to let this awareness of "being solo" bring me down again.
Oh I am going to take lessons back home and learn all bronze and silver moves. I seriously know few moves; besides technique, if I want to catch up everyone, I have to learn the moves now.
Hey I know I can be so good!
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